09 3 / 2012

yea, i told you in few days ago that i miss Menos the cat. and i have told to you too about this cat is already given back to my bf’s family. but now, my bf’s sister n brother will sell Menos. and it means i will not see him again anymore. okay, this is so dramatic but i’m really sad about this. hope he will be ok with his new master. goodbye, Nos.. :’(

06 3 / 2012

I miss Menos. He is my bf family’s cat. He was here a couple of months ago, but he is returned to my bf family because of my nephew’s health. Now i miss him. I miss you mr. balls of fur. :’) :*

04 3 / 2012

And now i’m missing my boyfriend! :(

01 3 / 2012

this day is the second time one of my gadget is broken. after my laptop got splashed by the water of the air conditioning, now my blackberry fell down hit a motorcycle then fell down to cement. oh God. how much money that i have to spend for these things anymore?????   Stop. yes, i stopped my thoughts. the word “spend”. or maybe God is reminding me. how much money did i spend for my royal things and how much did i save? did i spend for the right thing as charity or else? i always thought i have enough spent my money for great thing such as sodaqoh. and maybe that’s not enough. beside my spending, maybe God is also reminding me about how to be grateful everyday. is everyday i thank to God for what has Thy give? yea, that’s life. what you give is what you get. now i’m so grateful that my blackberry can be fixed by tomorrow. yes, i have to be so grateful. God is good! :)confused? this is my blackberry, and its white screen! argh!

23 8 / 2010

"I don’t wanna love you now

If you’ll just leave someday

I don’t wanna turn around

If you’ll just walk away”

13 8 / 2010

Rob Thomas - Mockingbird

"…

Maybe you and me got lost somewhere

We can’t move on we can’t stay here

Maybe we’ve just had enough

Well maybe we ain’t meant for this love

You and me tried everything

But still that mockingbird won’t sing

Man, this life seems hard enough

Well maybe we ain’t meant for this love

…”

12 8 / 2010

Simon and Garfunkel - BOOKENDS

Time it was, and what a time it was, it was
A time of innocence, a time of confidences
Long ago, it must be, I have a photograph
Preserve your memories, they’re all that’s left you

10 8 / 2010

For Blue Skies, Strays Don’t Sleep

It’s been a long year since we last spoke
How’s your halo
Just between you and I
You and me and the satelites
I never believed you
I only wanted to
Before all this what did I miss?
Do you ever get homesick?

I can’t get used to it
I can’t get used to it
I’ll never get used to it
I’ll never get used to it

Remember that night among those same stars
We’re in a red car you were sleep at my side
Going in & out of the headlights
Could I have saved you?
Would that have betrayed you?

I want to burn this film
You alone with those pills
What you couldn’t do I will

I forgive you
I forgive you
I forgive you
I forgive you

For blue blue skies
I forgive you

08 8 / 2010

"Teardrops On My Guitar - Taylor Swift"

Drew looks at me
I fake a smile so he won’t see
What I want and I need
And everything that we should be

I’ll bet she’s beautiful
That girl he talks about
And she’s got everything
That I have to live without

Drew talks to me
I laugh ‘cause it’s just so funny
I can’t even see
Anyone when he’s with me

He says he’s so in love
He’s finally got it right
I wonder if he knows
He’s all I think about at night

He’s the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He’s the song in the car I keep singing
Don’t know why I do

Drew walks by me
Can he tell that I can’t breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly
The kind of flawless I wish I could be

She better hold him tight
Give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes
And know she’s lucky ‘cause

He’s the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He’s the song in the car I keep singing
Don’t know why I do

So I drive home alone
As I turn out the light
I’ll put his picture down
And maybe get some sleep tonight

'Cuz he's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who’s got enough of me to break my heart
He’s the song in the car I keep singing
Don’t know why I do

He’s the time taken up but there’s never enough
And he’s all that I need to fall into
Drew looks at me
I fake a smile so he won’t see

01 7 / 2010